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New Year, New Goals
The last year has been a horrible one. Family deaths, job loss, failures at school, infighting, car repossesed, yada yada. Actually, the last four years have been horrible. These journals have fragments of those times, and honestly I don't want them repeated ever again.
But now the year(and decade) is over, and I can't help but feel sad.
Yet, I now have an opportunity few have- eight months of "free" time. It's not something I want to squander(again). The next six to seven months will be devoted to returning to the things I love and need to do. I have over three dozen untouched books to read, many written by authors I respect. My dra
Odd, trifle bit.
I feel old, but not quite in the whiny sense of the term.
I glanced through my journals and old pictures and removed some I couldn't stand. My skill right now is so much better than it was three years ago that a simple sketch would easily outclass hours of work. The sad thing is, the amount of practice I have done shows that isn't a whole lot... but it's neat to say the least.
Taking a moment to look back on these old things... it's amazing how I've changed along with the world. Though, I'm going to stop the 'deep' musing there(Called it deep so it would sound less whiny, by the way)
Anyways, that concludes another 20+ hour run without
Bleh
New pictures coming, yada yada
I'm alive- I think
The last few months have been... Oh I don't think interesting is the word. Vexing perhaps?... or maybe just "shitty".
Yeah, definitely the last one.
My tablet literally has dust on it, my last draft of a story I wrote is yellow and crinkled... I have fresh paints and pencils I've never openned that I got way back in July...
It's sad... Truly is. Almost pity the sleeping mediums... what great sadness to never be touched or caressed... only doomed to sit in a dark space- growing old , colors fading.
Perhaps I can fix that... but really can't count on it.
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